In My Hands

I take a swing.. from left to right spinning in movement of a sphere. A glass slides from across the bar. "Drink up" comfort calls.. and hugs me. And the beat goes on pausing my whatever thought that numbs me all over. The sense of freedom generated a kind of energy that turns me up alive again on the dance floor. Feeling the high from head to toe obeying the vibration. Vibration that draws everyone closer like a cult of culture. Social sanctuaries as these places are known to me. My soul rests but my chasis could just surrender to such unrequitted ease. Slither… on velvet couches then pass out at the spot.

I used to listen to a person who wanted me to become his version of a good lover. What that meant was that he prefered me staying home a little more than usual. No I’m not an excellent dancer nor will he ever be. He had me changing my wardrobe. Hence I did pretty well mirroring the aftermath of his experimental transformation. When I looked back, besides those physical changes he requested, there was more. In conclusion eventually, it can be said that I was taken for granted because of how I’ve become.

Recently I’ve discovered that he has the slightest idea that he thinks of gamers as.. the goody ones. Today my friends were getting rather creative wanting to set me up with different groups of people. Those names that they suggested had me reminded of anime frenzied fans as well as Warcraft addicts. Major turn off. Honestly now, where did all the real men go. Old boys I see everywhere going for girls who can be way younger, plastic posers and basically their choice of a better half would be for those girls to mirror back their immature identity. One undeniable fact that they have in common is that they are astoundingly stubborn creatures. Some are the least social. And when they are, often they can be insecure. Therefore pride is harboured as use of concealment. I’ve been there so I do actually know. Passed that phaze. Too exposed for fantasy games. Time has made me into a people person.

Time has also aided me to acquire a certain sort of taste. Speaking from past experience, I ought to set my standards a notch advanced. I have taste for exquisite character. Classic attitude. No nonsense please. Clarity plays a big part here. Maturity + Intelligence to me are subtly intense attraction Virtue is indeed vintage. Hey hey it’s in fashion now peeps LOL.

Scorpios are potentially insulting. No offence intended by the way. Straight foward, personal yet an open person. That’s me all right.

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